i've always wanted to have sumthing that can prove my existence later (which is 100 years later or so)..been thinking that i cna achieve that by blogging..but then..i've always lost ideas or dont know what to write in front of the pc..that's my biggest problem in blogging..but then..recently i lost my bestfriend-whom i always expressed my feelings, probs, and share almost anything with him..but now that he's gone..i'm kinda lost..feels like there's huge dark hole in my heart that can no one can ever filled..guess that by writing posts i can remember him in a sort of way..and share my thoughts with him..it's like he can read the post where ever he might be rite now..though i doubt he could read when he's alive...well..it means that now i can accept your death as i found a way to remember you always..
ps:i always love you
